this time of year really gets me down,to see all the stuff in the stores holiday trimming ect.. the kids telling i want this i want that,and i get this horrible sick feeling cause i cant get them anything,not even a little something,u see my husband got sick at work ,fume fever from welding,and was just denied ssi,so we are appealing it but who knows how long this may take,i have multiple sclerosis and get ssd which is very very small ,i have only been a waitress and worked partime,and my 2 girls 12 and 9 dont get anything because i never made alot,so unless i die they get nothing,i dont even wan tto decorate,but i do it for the kids,i know its not about the gifts,ita about the good lord who iknow is good he has always provided for me and my family,but the kids also know it jesus birthday,but to have nothing is very heart breaking,i know one way or another i will get help remember the lord is good,so if anyone can help or knows of anyone please email me at wecj123@aol.com
god bless and goodnight ps forgive me if i did this wrong but im new to this
